T R U E L O V E W A I T S

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Title : The Day That I've 'Changed'

Well this is kinda long if you don't mind to read it.

Yesterday I have experience the weirdest thing in my life.I went to Sri Petaling Pasar Malam(which Is the longest P.M I've been to).It was just like going to Sungai Wang and Petaling Street.It was so crowded with stalls and people that desires and lust for clothes and foods.Does it sound familiar to you?Well guess what,that was me !!I always like to buy new clothes and follow the trend and so happened that I like this kind of jeans and I happened to find it here.I've been looking for this jeans for so long that i saw someone wearing it.I can't find it anywhere in THE GARDENS or Mid Valley.If there is.....wow it would be very expensive.So 'tada' I finally found it in the Pasar Malam with a price that is not too expensive.I'm the kinda girl that always gets what I wanted.Well not always most Of the time if I wanted something so badly.But this time it was different for me.So as I've tried persuading my mum to buy for me one that cost rm40 after bargain......OMG OMG !!arhhhh she decided not to guy for me cause I've bought a dress last week and she said that we've lost track of the 'others'(did I not mention that I always goes out with my family).So as I've tried on 2 of those 'Jeans',my mum just don't want to buy any and decided to find 'them'.I'm so disappointed and fired up......haiz.....It was like my dream Jeans that I've always dreamt of.....so on the way back home in the car.I was so pissed of that my heart is on fire and I wanted to scold her....like what I've always did.But this time I kept really quite.It was like the holy spirit that was stopping me from demanding and scolding her.This was the first time I've experience this patience and I asked God for forgiveness of my selfishness.So when I went back into my room I have a long thought and looked int my wardrobe.I have everything that I've wanted and the best yet here I am not satifying with what I've had.God has blessed me with so many things that many people out there would die to have one.I've good health,clothing,food,drinks,books,school to study and also a family.But I just want to thank God for what he has given me.HE change me to be a selfish person to a humble and thankful person.Well,now I know that I'm the kinda person who never satisfy with what I always have......and now I will do my best to change my perspective way of thinking and act it.From 'this' I've grown into a matured person.Well I'm not person,I'm just another human being and I desire 'things' as much as you guys do(especially when I'm a girl who likes to look good on the outside....but the inside is what we have to look good on).I pray that this 2008 I will change into a girl that is in-materialistic and has the beauty on the inside but not the outside....So that will be my 2008 resolution.Anyways I know God could help me.Nothing is impossible for God.Thank God for this experience...lubb u muack..

CREDITS TO JESUS.

Once again God has changed me.

Surprise my mum decide to bring me to P.M tomorrow and get me a cheaper jeans...and I've learn to say 'NO' to it.Thank God...I did it again....and I'm no longer angry with her and we were playing scrabble again just now.....haiz..she wins again...ciao

- God Bless....# ;